-dreams-

I am ready to leave. To leave this small town behind me, to finally feel the rush of a big city. The only thing I am not ready for is to leave my little sister behind. We are like peanutbutter and jelly, like milk and cookies. For as long as I can remember we have […]

-ferris wheel-

I am stuck going round and round on a ferris wheel. Some days I am on top of the world, other I am stuck on rock bottom. S      T      U      C      K   I am a slave to this carnvial ride, trapped and I can’t leave or […]

-that friend-

I am always “the strong friend”, you know the one you vomit all your problems to. The ones you cry to. The ones you unload all your bullshit onto. The one who listens but is never heard. When I feel I am drowning and I need a gasp of oxygen, no one is there to […]

-but i LOVE him-

DISCLAIMER** I do not want this to be perceived as me trying to romanticize domestic abuse AT ALL! I have done research on this topic and most survivors say it was hard to leave the abuser, because they have fallen in love with them. I am so confused. It wasn’t supposed to be this way, […]