I am stuck going round and round on a ferris wheel. Some days I am on top of the world, other I am stuck on rock bottom. S T U C K I am a slave to this carnvial ride, trapped and I can’t leave or […]
Tag: alone
-a letter to my dad-
Dear Dad, When I was a little girl, I would think of you as my hero. Someone I would look forward to see. I would run into your arms and finally feel safe, Like nothing or no-one can hurt me. Six-teen years later however, I only think of you as a coward. Someone who […]
-that friend-
I am always “the strong friend”, you know the one you vomit all your problems to. The ones you cry to. The ones you unload all your bullshit onto. The one who listens but is never heard. When I feel I am drowning and I need a gasp of oxygen, no one is there to […]
-all alone-
I am home alone most nights. Shocker. My mom left when I was only a few years old, so she has not been home since then. My dad is gone too. He’s usually at the bar on the corner of 73rd Ave and 52nd street. I have only seen him sober a couple times; he […]